ACIM SHATTERED MY REALITY: WHAT WENT WRONG?

Before those teachings, my life felt so structured. I read more had my routines, my beliefs, and a sense of purpose. Now, it's like I'm living in a dream. Everything feels chaotic and I can't seem to grasp what's happening. Did I do something wrong? Where did I go {wrong|astray|off course? Perhaps that I wasn't prepared for the intensity of AC